I know you support *insert any entity here* in every single thing they do but you have to think about others as well. There's no use of supporting of all cause but you're blinding yourself from reality. A little consideration wouldnt hurt you, reality shall slap you hard.
I dont get it, why can people be so inconsiderate? Ignorance IS bliss....
Its not like when someone disagrees with you...you have to put all your strength to push that someone down till they sort off bow down to you.
The best thing to do is to simply ignore. Yup. It'll end up everything and leave them to actually think hopefully. Unless their ego is too high to crash down their own conscience. Ok whatever.
Im reading this cool book entitled "a world without islam"
And fun tip; dont talk abt politics publicly. Esp when it opposes the public's idea of liberalisation. You'll be feeling like ranting the whole day or week or month.
Freedom of speech never existed.
Update : whenever i reread this i feel so immature .
Sometimes, i feel so embarrassed of myself. I feel so lame and childish and i regret some decisions i've made. Like i shoudnt have done that you know. And did i tell you that i have a new twitter account? Yeah do follow me alright twitter.com/imansyafiqa_
So i do have a tumblr blog too, cause im so fascinated with all those pretty pictures. Im so excited lol. Spm results is tomorrow, im sooooooooo nervous like omg its like i determines my future like mostly based on it , hahaha welcome to malaysia. Anyways i dont know what to share, blame me for having such a not interesting blog haha love u guys . I'll try to be inspired soon! Ciao!
I wanna thank my mum for dressing me up so cute when i was a kid hahaha well sekarang ni dah besar akil baligh tak boleh nak dress macam kecik kecik dulu haha.
Sebab perempuan islam wajib berhijab once dia dah akil baligh. Well that is what i know lah.
So here is a picture of my fat cat, tomey
Tak malu kan? Dia sibuk buat comel , sitting on the dining table. So cute and so geram lah rasa nak peluk peluk je dia .
And this is fatty bombom;
Haaha he was in the mood of golek golek, so cuute right?
So whatever is happening right now on twitter and everything, about the fitnaa and sodomy stuff. Well im being neutral here not trying to influence you guys or anything...
Well we all know which is wrong and right, we know about this current issue. But i find it so childish to argue over it on twitter. Cause its not going to change anything by that. Right?
Okie dokie shall update soon since i've downloaded the blogger app on my phoneee yeay!
So after so long, I finally had the urge to update my blog. yeay~
It was a brilliant week, I actually drove a car for the first time ever in my life. It's fantastic! Hahahah.
I actually had failed my first KPP exam stuff cause I didnt read a thing! And retook the KPP stuff again and alhamdulillah passed with flying colours hahaha , flying colours lah jugak.
I've been doing a lot of reading, quite intense actually cause I've been so curious about so many things in the world. Anyways, life is pretty boring at home, nothing much to do besides doing the house chores again and again , watching TV and go online...
My twitter 's timeline is soooooooo boring, so is Facebook and everything of its kind.
Nothing much to tell.
WILL SERIOUSLY UPDATE AS SOON AS I HAVE AMAZING STORIES TO TELL.
So after a loooooooooong while for not updating my blog. So now I'm back, and of course blabbing about my life.
Well, I kinda backed out a lil bit from social networking sites, well I still tweet and update my facebook and all but not as often. Well why?
Because I have other things to do besides tweeting 24/7 like before. You know, making use of the energy within me, making myself somehow, a better person and all. Obviously on my way to have a healthier lifestyle ( not really I bake a lot... so I eat a lot of cakes ). And I just started doing yoga and some pilates! Yeay me!
Nowadays, I am somehow somewhat so emotional and hormonal, I am like "I wanna get married pls pls pls" Lol amenda lah, masuk university pun belum. Speaking of tertiary education, I'm so nervous for the upcoming days, the SPM results day is around the corner. Pray for me alright? Thank you :)
So my friends and I decided to make an online fitness health shop where we'll be selling amazing products. For those who REALLY REALLY nak kuruskan badan ( serious buyer okay ), do visit our facebook page. http://www.facebook.com/afitenessofficial . We'll be selling more stuff soon!
And did I mention that I finally have my OWN phone? Yeap, its amazing, now I can selfie as much well I dont have to upload them right?
Alhamdulillah.
Allah bless all of you! And surely in shaa Allah, I'll update more ( and as often as I could ).
Okay serious talk here, cuma nak luahkan perasaan sikit dekat sini. Cause kalau nak buat dekat twitter, 140 characters are so little, and facebook is just too public.
Sometimes, tbh, there were feelings of tak puas hati and all kat rumah. Cause since dah habis spm and all, its true that I have barely anything to do, and my family knows it. Everyone does. Thats what its like when you're at home, finished school, nothing to be studied, no homeworks just a bunch house chores. Unless you're working. So I thought this would be the best phase of my life stage. I could've done so many things at home, accomplish lots of things by myself, and have a superbly productive day.
And I thought to myself, "I'll do it after umrah when everything's settled"
and so I did.
The point is. I didnt feel appreciated or acknowledged. I do so much, well to me, I think it's a huge accomplishment. Because before school ends, I'm so busy procrastinating, delaying my homeworks, and still I did my homeworks and finished them on time. But I neglect my house duties. Well, I still do my dishes, yang common and patut patut la. I got truckloads of naggings and everything for that.
I know what I did was wrong, neglecting. I regretted myself for procrastinating. But... what had passed is the past right?
Back to the point, I did quite a great job for my room and the kitchen. But everyday I had to reorganize it and all. I mean, cant you put it back at its place after you do it. Okay whatever, I have this allergy to see unorganized things even the details. I mean, I am so obsessed with perfection and all.
So, I get mad seeing those things. So put that aside.
The thing is, I just dont get it.
At home, cooperation is very important to maintain the family bond. Really.
Btw I'm not writing this about my family, this is just what i think generally.
1. The kids cant depend on their mother to do everything.
2. The dad cant expect the mother to do everything.
3. The mom cant expect the daughters to do everything.
4. The boys cant expect the girls to do everything.
It should be fair and square dont you think? Like everybody has their share of duties in the house.
It's just I see whatever is happening around me, house chores have to be done by the girls. I mean, it's so sexist. I've never read any rules saying girls should do house duties more than guys.
And when you do those duties, you have to be sincere with what you're doing.
And when you have the sincerity, satisfaction would come to you.
Dont make it stressful. And dont be so dependent on others. And dont expect too much cause you'll be disappointed.
Assalamualaikum wbt, the title says it all. I was listening to a cover of little talks by of monsters and men on youtube and suddenly I sort off ran down the memory lane. Yea, whenever I go to certain places on Earth, I have a few specific songs that would eventually remind me of the place. So whenever I listen to the particular song, I would reminisce the memories happened at that place, missing all those happy and fun moments, the people, and everything. And eventually, I would cry.
And that reminds me of the travelogue that I'm supposed to submit almost a year ago. Hehe, is it still necessary?
The initial plan of going to Turkey was the BMCs highlight of our highschool life. The BMCs consist of three cutie pies which is Rj, Bina and I. And it stands for Bahan Motivational Committee cause we used to bahan people a lot in secret hahaha. But then Bina decided not to go, leaving Rj and I to have fun without her. She went to Korea without us in return *sobs*.
One of the most significant thing happened was I met Farra Adeera! My PRS groupmate back when we had peers camp in Pantai Remis. Pretty awesome right? We did not even plan to go to Turkey together. It's amazing. She's a crazy shopaholic one could never imagine. And I remember the incident so clearly when she bought this luxurious Turkish sajdah which costs about 180 lira for only 50 lira! I bargained for her a little bit too much. Menyesal tau, kesian orang jual tu.
Oh the word shopaholic reminds me of Nadia, she's just ten times the shopaholic level of Farra. One of our travel mates. She's a real funny girl.
A photo of me, Nadia and Nana at the Blue Mosque's compound.
And yes, Nana is a little girl, who's now eleven years of age. The baby of the group. A baby with an iPhone4. Yeap, that's Nana. She's so cute, she skyped with her mummy almost every night, it's so cute.
I miss Nana T^T
We're freezing!
The photo above was taken on the first day we arrived in Turkey. I was wearing a turtleneck black top and covered with a layer of denim jacket. IT WAS FREAKING FREEZING. MY HANDS LITERALLY WENT BLUE. Well I have no idea that it would go 3 degrees celcius, I didnt even think that it would go below 10 degrees celcius! I've learnt my lesson there.
The room mates ;D
The photo above was taken at a mall, somewhere I forgot. We went out during the night when it was free and easy, the boys decided to play at the arcade so yeah, we tag along.
Farra, me and Rj on the cruise at Istanbul.
At Pamukkale, place known as cotton castle.
From back to front : Rj, Amierrul, Kris, Naqib and me.
Having fun to our max at an ancient city in Pamukkale.
From back to front : Rj, Farra, Naqib and me.
Fa'thi and Farra.
The girls! Taken in front of Mozaik Lokum , a delight store.
From back to front : Nadia, Rj, Farra, Nana, Syifa and me.
Group photo with a few locals near the Great Mosque.
Fa'thi on his dare to hug that guy but not permitted to do so.
With the Zayn Malik look-a-like!
I simply miss everything about Turkey. It was beyond perfect.
Much thanks to Cikgu Asma, Tuan Hj. Nazri and his wife and of course, Mr. Bedrettin for this amazing trip.
just another amazing video I would like to share with everyone. Well, tbh, I do have some silly quarrels with my mum, but then again... I love her to bits! Do watch this video. :)
It was my first attempt so I kinda messed it up a bit.
So here's the recipe ~
Cake :
110g wheat flour
110g castor sugar
2 eggs
110g butter
1 teaspoon of baking powder.
Icing :
100g icing sugar
150g butter
a drop of food colouring , i used blue.
1/2 teaspoon of vanilla essence
To make the cake, just mix the ingredients up. Pukul sampai kembang. Agak agak dah mix semua tu, masuk dlm bekas cupcake, 1/2 full. Bake for 17 minutes at 170 or 180 degrees celcius.
Dah habis tu let it cool.
Nak buat icing senang je, mix up ingredients. Sapu. But make sure the cake betul betul dah sejuk and icing tu tak cair.
Decorate lah with sugarcrystals or the silver thingy i used.
Okay, you might think this post is really stupid cause i'm writing about my partner but really, this isn't like the 'i mis you so much i cant breathe whenever you're not around' thing. Cause basically when he's in KL pun, we rarely met. For about 2 years of our 'friendship' (it's the most appropriate thing to describe us since both of us dont even think we're a couple), I've met him only thrice out of school. The first one was during BBW 2012, second was he came to my crib during raya and the third was quite recent at sunway.
And we never dated. Well some may assume that we did but nope, or maybe we did. But that was at school , with books oh my. I dont want to do that anymore. And the sunway thing wasnt a date pun sebab i was practically babysitting. And he had to play around, riding on bumpercars with my youngest bro. And thank GOD that HE HAD TO LAYAN MY BRO. I cant go driving the bumpercar in public. IN SUNWAY PYRAMID. HAHAHA NO.
So since he's in UTP now, it doesnt really make much difference, well, IT DID cause no more calls via the house phone. My mum knows that we've been using the house phone for any OTP moments lol. My brother eavesdropped and told my mum that I am such a gold digger. Whattee......
But I am so prooooouuud of him for getting the SPC cause that's what he really wanted and his future is getting clearer. I just have to wait for mine hehe. InshaaAllah.
Yeah...I dont have to blab about him more cause I need space to blab about myself and my life at home. Its so freaking productive, I cant be much more grateful than this. I cook and bake. And I've been eating a bit too much that I really had to workout.
I need some abs lol.
Speaking of workouts, HAHA I had quite some fun teasing my Bina whose developing triple chin since she's being ibu di rumah. Rj pun sama je tu I think.
I just cant wait to see my kiddos , since Rj is in college, she claimed to have a busy life. I bet she is, coursework and all, HAHA padan muka Rj. And Bina is just too far to reach aaaaaaaahhhh.
I'll get some cool things to post later cause now I NEED to watch a horror movie on TV. Yeaaaaaay.
p/s : Mum keeps on singing the kangkung song. Hmmm
Assalamualaikum and I'm still not going to write up about the tiny part of myself cause I wanna talk about my cooking and baking day(s) ! Cause you know I dont cook much before cause there's literally no raw materials to cook so last saturday my dad agreed to bring me out for grocery shopping.
I took a bunch yummy things and my dad was like you have to cook everyday since you took so many things. Yeap, I took so much till the receipt was so freaking long and the total costs more than 300 bucks I was like *gulp*.... We never spent that much on groceries I guess. It's not only my stuff in it to be honest but....still...I was so guilty so I really had to make something good out of it.
On sunday... yeah, I've planned to bake red velvet cake with extra extra cream cheese cause I love the cream cheese icing it's too delicious! And it was my first time baking without using the ready made ones you can get. It was from scratch but no..I didnt go dry the cocoas and grind them up to make cocoa powder. You know what I mean....right?
I thought I would bake a very hard and inedible cake with too much colouring but alhamdulillah, it went well and it tastes good hahah i guess.
Until I was so smart enough to put the whole cake into the freezer. OVERNIGHT. Whoops. And today when I took it out...It was freaking hard and I had to wait for quite a long time for it to defrost. It's yummyyyyy.
And the fun moments are when I cooked / baked my first macaroni and cheese plus bolognese sauce. HAHAHA.
So I thought I was ready for everything, but I forgot to take the beef from the freezer and I realized that I couldnt open the jar of tomato basil sauce...im such a wimp.
Iqbal says so too!
So I had to ask my sister to do me a favour and she couldnt open the jar too. And I thought we're doomed. And... it was my brilliant idea to ask her to run to the guards so they could open the jar because there were no one else at home. And we are both wimps.
I didn't go and ask the guards' favour cause I had to take care of the defrosting beef in the oven. A few minutes later she got home with the opened jar and a smile on her face... with a little bit of embarrassment I guess but it's okay as long that I could bake / cook my mac and cheese.
And yeap, it's so yummy.
The next day, which is today, ... I made bolognese pasta and I decided to text my partner about it.
It goes " Hey I made spaghetti today be jelly " (It was actually macaroni bolognese...Idk why i texted him spaghetti anyways...
And he replied ...
"You have to cook lunch for us when we're married"
Assalamualaikum everyone, so today I've decided to say a lot of things about the other tiny part of myself.
So when I got back from Umraa, I find out that it is super weird to go outside without wearing an abaya. Like cant you imagine....for two whole weeks being in Mecca and Madinah wearing a simple black abaya and when you're back in Malaysia...you think you might be wearing jeans and tshirt just like that, it's so freaking weird. I just cant. So I went out wearing my abaya. Not going anywhere though just sending my brother to his weekly cambridge class and maybe head up to the nearest supermarket to buy a super glue.
Until my mum decided to go to a hardware store... and I have been given the privilege to get the super glue for her. And why on earth do we need super glue that bad? Cause a few weeks back my mum accidentally ran over something and the tyre of the car seemed to chip off a bit.
It was her brilliant idea though to recolour the chipped off part with sharpie and glue the torn rubber pieces back onto the tyre. For laughing out loud mum...haha. But honestly , it's a smart idea to get out of trouble and dad wouldn't ever smell any mischief going out...he'll be totally blow off if he knew what happened cause he just bought the tyre recent enough before the unfortunate accident. Hm.
So I went to the hardware shop , wearing my abaya, ( I feel so great wearing it tbh ) ... but its weird to see a teenage girl in full black from head to toe in Malaysia...and in a hardware shop.
The salesman was like " Hai kak, mahu cari apa?" and I was like " Nak gam gajah " , and he was like " Okay mari ikut saya " and there was like a whole shelf full of super glues... I do not even know which to choose....
So the salesman continued " Mahu gam apa? "
I was like ... " Mahu gam tayar kereta "
He gave me the confused WTH look. Pfft... I was fully prepared for such embarrassment anyways.
" Cik sure ke mahu gam gajah...untuk gam tayar kereta "
" Yes, sure lah "
Then he said to the other salesman... "Dia mahu gam tayar kereta"
The other salesman laughed...or maybe snorted even omg....
And the glue costs about RM4.00 and I handed him RM50.00 ... double embarrassment.
I just smiled to them both and walk away quickly cause I can't even stay there any longer.
And yes, that's the story of me , the abaya and the hardware store.
So I thought about sharing you this tiny part of me again but I think I just wrote up such a long hardware super glue story and I've decided to write it up in my next post. InshaaAllah, tak janji. HAHAHA.
xoxo,
Iman Syafiqah.
p/s : Do go into a hardware store to buy a super glue kononnya to glue a tyre and walk out the store in style.
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim and today, I'm going to share with the world about me and my feline buddies a.k.a my kitty cats.
So let me share some of the worst kitty incidents which had happened to me.
1. Yesterday was almost perfect...until one of my kitties decided to pee on a pile of clothes in my wardrobe. How did it get in there? I left the door open... oh and it's a walk-in wardrobe... hopefully that explains how the cat got in there.
I was totally pissed of course because it wasn't the first time. It pooped in the wardrobe before and the cleaning business is definitely frustrating. The foul smell occupied the whole bedroom... but I managed to sleep in peace cause you know, what makes you not go to sleep?
I had to wash the entire pile of newly cleaned clothes again. Geramnya!
2. A couple of months ago, I had a very good relationship with one of my kitties, Tomey. We slept together, and Tomey wakes me up for subuh by licking all over my face. The reward for his good deeds to me is by feeding him. Easy.
But that relationship doesnt last long. I had to leave Tomey, cause I had to return to MRSM. And when I got back, Tomey treated me like....he never knew me. Despite the fact that we had shared the same pillow! This is so heartbreaking!!! Dah lah nak manja manja dengan dia pun tak boleh, dukung pun tak boleh.
So one day I decided to dukung him forcefully. I was rewarded with two bites and three long scratches on my leg. The scars are not getting rid of themselves. How pathetic!!!
Tomey still taknak kawan until this very day. Sedih tau.
3. Since Tomey still taknak kawan with me. He decided to make a protest whenever he's near me. Sebagai contohnya, whenever I open the door, he'll runaway out, and I'll get scoldings by my siblings for letting him out. He's not allowed to go outdoors though.
I'm done sharing some of my unfortunate stories with my kitties.
Oh, and if you're thinking why should you have a kitty as your pet, here are some reasons why you should.
1. THEY ARE GREAT ENTERTAINERS. You'll be amazed by the way they sleep. So hilarious! But some cats sleep so politely...emm...
2. ALL THEY WANT ARE SOME MANJA-MANJA MOMENTS AND FOOD. You don't have to buy them clothes. But they look so cute wearing costumes which you can get it at your nearest pet store!
3. THEY ARE GREAT STRESS KILLERS. Because when they make you happy, your body secretes endorphin which are great natural stress killers. No stress pills needed. Or even stress pillows. But, make sure they dont pee or poop in your closet....
4. YOU DONT HAVE TO WALK THEM.
5. THEY PURR.
6. NO TETANUS SHOTS REQUIRED.
Tadaaa! That's all I guess. Will keep you guys updated for sure.
Bismillahirahmanirrahim, basically this is my very first post and i'm going to make it short, hopefully.
And to be honest, what I am going to write right now is something that maybe, eventually, boost up your spirit. Not really, but maybe....
When I was in college (MRSM to be exact) , I was totally emotionally wrecked. Yes, sometimes I would be so freaking sad out of no reason. Hating other kids for really stupid little things, even my own roommate and a few buds. A normal girly teen thing actually. But really, I can't be doing that forever so I decided to make it stop.
Like any other girls, I really want a stress free and a happily ever after life. And to achieve that, my innerself must be in peace. How do I even do that? Have faith and devoooooote self to God :D
Okay I shall continue my post in a rojak language. You malaysian you faham la hahah.
So I was placed in a class full of smart and very hardworking kids, and I memang tak rajin langsung. Okay, rajin lah sikit tapi tak sangat pun. Tak rajin tapi bercita cita kemain tinggi. And biasalah budak sekolah kan, banyak tak puas hati dengan orang. Nampak sangat hati tak berapa nak bersih. Hm. And I experienced lah, dipandang rendah oleh orang lain and semua. But take it positively, have the guts to prove them wrong.
I want to further my studies overseas and I want to get straight As in my SPM, I cant let others to pull me down. I cant let my stupid little feelings overwhelm me , distracting me from my studies. I just cant. I want a great future. And whatever I'm doing now would eventually, and OBVIOUSLY going to affect my future. Those nasty feelings wrecked my trials. And I am pretty sure I wont let those things prevent me to ace my SPM.
So I decided to text less with my partner. Eheheh. Yeah. It went well.
And start forgiving others. And care less about the others.
Tell the truth to my besties cause I had problems with them, and we got through it.
Be kinder than whatever I feel.
Less talk. Talking, chit chatting and gossipings are a waste of time to be honest.
Go riadah!
Divide my time. Managing it like a boss.
NEVER FORGET GOD.
NEVER FORGET MY PARENTS.
APPRECIATE YOUR FRIENDS!
Accept your flaws too and the other's.
And chill.
A few friends helped me a lot to go through this emotionally wrecked phase.
When I was confessing to my bestfriends, Rj and Bina, the atmosphere was like so tense and we barely joke around like we usually did cause it was a very deep serious matter. I couldnt help my feelings and i'm pretty sure that they weren't that happy either. I barely could study thinking of it. My happy-go-lucky friend, Ib gave me chocolates so that I would cheer myself up, how cute.
I didnt talk for about three days with Rj and Bina and that was even worse than bad.
So one day I decided to hug Rj out of a sudden, telling her we're still friends.
And started talking to Bina back.
I wouldnt want our friendship to end in such tragic way. Who would?
My parents have been my greatest supporters as always. Even though I wasn't such a nice daughter but still... My sister is the bomb!
To be honest, all of the problems made me into a more matured person, which I'm very thankful for.
Overthinking and maybe terlalu banyak berangan were the major cause of my so nothing much problem. For laughing out loud.
